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October 7 - Jeff is gone again, to Chicago. Ethan was barely fussy. He slept 5 hours again last night, and then another three after we got home from taking Jeff to the airport. I worked on the first of the moon-and-stars blinds for his room, trying to figure out the best way to do it. We went on a brief walk with the Baby Bjorn, just to the mailbox. I discovered I can actually fit into my jeans, which is nice.
Dave and Angie sent us a dragon outfit that Nicholas outgrew before he got a chance to wear it. So Ethan's set for Hallowe'en. At Angie's suggestion, I'll be a medieval sort of lady, and Jeff will be my knight. Tonight I experimented a little bit -- we tried taking a bath in the evening when Ethan started getting fussy. Then I nursed him a bit, and put him in his bed even though he didn't seem sleepy. He fussed slightly, but I just left him, and he never got going crying.
October 12 - One of my favorite outfits is this very stripey one from Baby Gap. I can't remember who gave it to us, but I really like it -- it's easy to deal with, and looks cute. And it fits him so well... he's outgrown all the 0-3 month sizes, even though he's not yet 2 months old.
Jeff and I were standing over the crib today, cooing at Ethan as he lay there lookin' all cute. And then with perfect comedic timing, he let loose a very loud fart.
October 17 - Today I went back to practice for the first time -- great! It's such fun to do something that feels so familiar, and so FUN! I'm out of shape, but it felt so good to sweat.
October 18 - Gammi, Mom, and Erika arrived for a weekend visit. It was Gammi's first time meeting her great-grandson, and she was very excited. We didn't take many digital pictures of the visit, but Jeff took some with his real camera -- so I'll add some when I get them. There is a movie with Gammi in it.
Jeff and I have had some good conversations about several things... first, how hard it is to keep up with everything there is to do, taking care of the baby, cleaning the house, eating. And how I feel like I'm working all the time and barely keeping up, and of course he also has to worry about work. I'm starting to worry how it will be when I go back to work, too.
We also talked about this realization I had -- that while I was pregnant, I kind of got used to not being able to do things. And now I'm still sometimes in the habit of thinking I can't do things, when actually I can. That's part of why I enjoyed it so much when Jeff and I built the compost bin together, last weekend. (It's very beautiful, by the way.)
I love when Ethan is all sleepy -- like when I first take him out of the carseat -- and he stretches his arms long, and pulls his little legs up, and is just so floppy and warm as I put him on my shoulder. And when he's sleepy like that, I can just lay him on my chest and let him sleep. I also love it in the morning, when he's all smiles. He has this adorable habit of kicking his legs out ramrod straight as I change his diaper.